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A reappearance

2007-09-27T00:20:00.000+08:00

Interestingly, you've stumbled upon this old blog of mine.

Full of memories, good and bad.

Its been so long since I've blogged on blogger. SO many things have changed since I've done so. I've been through so much that is left untold on my wordpress account, and many of you would wonder. What happened to the real Kai Wen? I've been caught up in a facade which is totally not me, and perhaps one day, the colours of which have been hidden by a curtain of darkness will be revealed.

Visit www.yeokaiwen.wordpress.com

Thanks!

Shifted

2007-04-02T10:55:00.000+08:00

After 2 years of blogging here on this blogger blog, I've decided to switch to wordpress, which is much more professional and clean. Therefore, relink me at

www.yeokaiwen.wordpress.com

Thank you for your kind support here...

P.S: You can still tag here though, this blog remains open to the public. :)

BLOG hiatus

2007-03-27T00:02:00.000+08:00

BLOG CURRENTLY ON HIATUS.

Visit www.yeokaiwen.wordpress.com for posts.

updates

2007-03-20T11:53:00.000+08:00

Yes yes I've not been blogging here as fervently as before... Lotsa stuff have happened that I've not updated you guys with... Basically, I've one thru quite alot this week. Taking part in TXY orientation as AV i/c and videographer cum editing video guy... To dropping my lens cap at sunsetway bridge... ARGH. That lens cap cost at least $15. Might return to try to retreive it some day. haha. hoho. Yar. Well, I got new printers as well. Free from Starhub la. ahha.

Might be popping over to NH tmr to shoot the careforce investiture. I dun usually like to pop over to see people who constantly bug me for photos. esp when they dun credit me after using them. *hint hint* **points to 5th floor**

sian

2007-03-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

refer to wordpress account for updates! :)

2007-03-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

Where's kw? Erm I'm not too sure myself. Busy @ baoguan. VERY busy.

Wordpress account

2007-03-09T13:39:00.000+08:00

I've opend a wordpress account for formal photo essays and etc. Take a look here:
www.yeokaiwen.wordpress.com

blahs

2007-03-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Soon it will be time to decide. Should I continue leading my life like this, or make a change? I cannot afford to rip myself apart like that... I find rest in God.

Its been a very busy week, preparing for yingxin (SYD orientation), New paper resume (Might be sending in application for a job there), Mypaper student corespondent application (maybe asking xianjie to help me in this), and photography.

In a nutshell, I might get to work for the electric newpaper, mypaper, in the midst of doing work for zaobao and friday weekly. I think this is cool. :) And it all started with a small newspaper article on the way home from NH. Thanks Steph.

Recently I've been really messed up by alot of things... Perhaps I should just take a break.

2007-03-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmmmm.

today @ a glance

2007-03-06T18:20:00.000+08:00

People nowadays are truly going overboard. Obviously making use of me... But I shant say anything here.

hoho. Went to Istana Woodneuk today with Darwis, Haze and Xianjie. Pics can be found on my flickr account. Its hitting 200 pics already, and I think I will purchase a pro account soon.

Erm. Yar that's abt it. :)

yawn

2007-03-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

There were quite a number of random schedule changes this weekend, and I was quite astonished at each change. I was supposed to go serm on sat, but ended up at long john silvers having a treat from weichong. And I was supposed to go to someone's house today, but ended up going to sph to see interviews of the newbies. I was also supposed to be in church today, but ended up at sph later on. confusing.but anw, heres my weekend at a glance.

Saturday:
My morning was spent sleeping. hoho. Then rushed over to riverwalk to take photos for some evangel event for subzone. Yup yup. nothing much to describe here, but theres a series of pics of this gal who gave that huh? erm "pray for me ah. okay. sian." look. maybe will post it up on my photo blog. haha. x.x. shes cute tho. the expression she gave that is. after that it as 4pm lerr. so i was like, erm. okay la. LJS la. then go home.

Sunday:
Woke up early at 7am to go out. I guess tts abt it.

I ponned all the yinxing meetings witha reason that the leaders will find invalid. I put God first, cos all the meetings fell on weekends. Therefore, I had church. And obviously church comes first. i do not see the importance of such meetings compared to church. But of cos, i m guilty of ponning. so, i m gonna make it up to them.

2007-03-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

Went to shoot an evangelistical event at riverwalk. photos can be found on my photo blog. :)

meanwhile. i need some sleep. :)

yay

2007-03-03T10:07:00.000+08:00

next sports evnt to shoot: NHHS road run. :) followed by RV weekly track practice. I need more sports shots.

Notice

2007-03-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

The Lord is my sheperd. I SHALL NOT be in want.

Rain

2007-03-01T10:57:00.001+08:00

The rain is having control of the island! It just keeps raining...

Meaning, I cant SHOOT TODAY. But with faith and inspiration, I think I should be able to get a few shots. Test my creativity ya! :)

I realise that I've got TOO many friends that I tend to ignore some friends when I get bombarded. Really sorry abt that. Especially if that's the reason why certain things came to pass that was really upsetting at the beginning of this year.

Visit my flickr! :) CLICK HERE

Stuff I bought these 2 weeks:

1) Crumpler sinking barge - $180
2) 50mm f1.8 lens - $180
3) 3rd party battery - $0 (Special thanks to Xianjie for giving me that unwanted battery)

Burnout: $360

I wun be buying camera stuff for awhile.

Time to shoot some stuff!

Rain

2007-03-01T10:57:00.000+08:00

2007-02-28T20:12:00.000+08:00

Your grace is all i need. Your grace is all I need. Your grace is all I need.

All I know is I find rest in you.

OH no. I dunno what to do tmr.

Whole day free till 6pm meeting BS grp at bukit batok macs.

Tempura

2007-02-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

What a day. Tempura anyone? :)

today @ a glance

2007-02-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

Met 2 grps of weird people today.

At the national library:

An old man suddenly makes a big din over a teen who apparently coughed a few times without covering his mouth.

He jumped up to his feet angrily. Looking at the boy with a fierce glare he managed to tether him to the chair with invisible yet powerful tendrils. "THIS IS A LIBRARY. CAN YOU HAVE THE DECENCY TO COVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU COUTH?" The words flowed out of his mouth like verbal diarrhoea, catching everyone's attention. The atmosphere was tense. Finally, the boy opened his mouth in retort, "What's your problem?" Realising that his attempt to strangle the boy with his fierce stare had failed, the old man screamed, "You are very rude boy. YOU WATCH YOUR MANNERS!" Silence followed as he stomped out of the library with a face that one would die to have.

Second incident at underpass near east coast:

Xianjie and I were snapping away, trying to do a zoomburst of the lights in there. A couple came along and shouted.

"Why are you taking pictures of us ah?" A fierce and threatening tone echoed through the tunnel. We lifted our heads to see a burly youth with his chick, swaying from side to side. "We're taking pictures of the lights!" came our reply. They seem to be deaf, and thus, we repeated," Taking pics of lights!" The chick, apparently not debeaked yet and was feeling buaysong, as the hokkiens would put it, shouted," Don't need shout so loud!" Feeling irritated at getting pecked at by a stupid chick, I said,"You were the one who shouted first." The chick, being yougn and immature, screamed,"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!" A childish respnse at that, we decided not to stoop to that pitiful level. Her boyfriend stared at us with an evil glare, yet backign off as we had the best of weapons. I was armed with a 1.5kg tripod and potentially blinding flash. Xianjie on the other hand, was armed with his tripod as well as a very old hardcore film camera. They backed off and we continued with our work. :)

TODAY:
Went for a swim. Yes indeed, I am not a devoted swimmer. Nevertheless, I went with much persuasion from my dad. After the 30lap swim I hopped over to meet xianjie at the national library. There, we spent an hour browsing thru photography books. Nice books they have in there! After all that, we went to ECP to take pics. Check out our flickr accounts! :)

CLICK!

today @ a glance

2007-02-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

Today was okay I guess. Woah. My BS grp is pretty enthu abt it eh. We're meeting again on Thursday evening to continue where we left off. I notice that the YF forum is DEAD at the moment. Sad but true. Must revive it ASAP. :) Anw, I realise that I have alot to do this year! Major events include the Beijing trip in Sept, Cruise to Tioman in March, New modules in April, and lots more in store. I went over for comm comm meeting after YF, and presented the essay to Alena, the i/c for communications. I'm now the so called unofficial "minister mentor" of comm comm. diao.

I shot alot yesterday. *zooms into the past*

I met XianJie at 645am, Clementi MRT. We took 52 down to the reservoir where we actually tried to shoot sunrise. Unfortunately, there was not any sight of the sun at all (covered by clouds). So we treked. At least 15km sia. Cos we took the wrong route by accident and walked about 2.4km extra. At the end of it all, we treated ourselves to TAXI and FOOD REPUBLIC at VIVO. Check out our pics here.

www.flickr.com/photos/yeokaiwen and www.flickr.com/photos/blogist

We both got out crumpler bags on the same day too btw. Check it out. He got the black one while I got the blue one. :) It can be used for our beijing trip in Sept! :)

It can contain

My D70s
18-70mm lens
70-300 tele lens
The ibook G4
Chargers and wires
Books / Files / Magazines / Papers
Water bottle
Jacket
MP3 player

I'm going to East Coast tmr afternoon till night to shoot. :)

Today @ a glance

2007-02-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Jeanice's punch must have did me some damage. I tio stomachache for the rest of the day.

It was the milk. I drank about 550ml of milk non stop, claiming that it was good for me. (I was happily looking at the nutritional value and OMG. 2.4grams of protein in one bottle.)Happily drinking it down despite the taste of it all, I finally realised my folly when the rumblings began. ARGH.

Anyway, this was how my day went by today. I popped over to the photo shop to get some of my new year photos printed, after which counselling time came. I walked briskly to Nan hua, where I had a nice lunch that cost only $1.50. Yupp. Gary is such a nice guy; nice to talk to and I think there's this inner him thats waiting to be discovered. Chatted for some time, after which Lydia came. She was in a poking and touching mood today. -_-" haha. Jeanice too, who later gave me a couple of punches. I wonder who got injured seh. It tickles! :)

The rest of the day was the usuals. Lydia was gorgeous in her casual wear. Gary and I were drooling. Okay kidding. But she was real pretty in it la. haha. :)

Yupp. Thats abt it. BYE!

Today @ a glance

2007-02-22T23:32:00.000+08:00

I can see the difference between these two pics

50mm f1.4 lens - $460

50mm f1.8lens - $165

AIYO. Not a big diff. I'm getting the cheaper one.

Some stuff really requires alot alot of discipline. Only then can you see or feel the results. I must push on harder! :) For a bigger and harder reward! haha.

I got my bag at last. And I cant bear to use it cos its just so beautiful. haha. Yes. The sinking barge by crumpler. :) It can store my darling camera, flash, tele, and my apple ibook G4! So proud of it. I got the dark blue one while xianjie got the black one. Yar we went to get it together! haha. $180. Haiz. So expensive la.

I realise that I've been blogging in a very singlish manner for ages, and I guess its almost time to wake up from this disgusting habit and actually start to blog in proper english. What do you think people? Pls tag your response. :)

Sample images from crumpler website.

I LOVE MY BAG. :)
You cant even tell tt its a camera bag lor! hahah. YAY. I'm bringing it to Beijing.

I'm gonna change my blogskin soon. Its like, ancient la.

Oh. heres the timetable for these few days:

Friday:

9am - Wake up! :)
11am - Shooting near Clementi Woods
12pm - Meet Gary
1230pm - 3pm - Shooting nearby?
3pm - Meet Lydia? (not confirmed)
3pm - 6pm - Shooting ( ARGH. WHERE!!! )
6pm - JE MRT meet Jess
10pm - Home sweet home

Saturday:

9am - 12pm - ????????????????
12pm - Meeting TXY at VIVOcity.
1230 - Proceed to Sentosa
1pm - Shooting origami competition -_-"
2pm - End of origami competition
3pm - Head back to VIVOcity
330pm - Proceed towards Pasir Ris
415pm - Arrival at destination
9pm - Home

New spots to shoot

2007-02-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

New places to shoot:

1) HSBC Treetop walk
2) Sembawang Swamp
3) Abandoned house @ Punggol
4) Abandoned house @ Botanics
5) Singapore Zoo
6) Upp Pierce reservoir
7) Kranji Wetland Reserve
8) Singapore birdpark
9) East Coast Park

I've got 9 places to entertain me. Lets describe them.

1) HSBC Treetop walk.
Will be hot cos its above the canopy. And full of monkey droppings.Its hard to reach cos its 4.5km away from the usual fishing spot at the park. A walk thru the forested area with insects, spiders and the occasional mildly poisonous oriental whip snake.

2) Sembawang Swamp
Like the name suggests, its swampy. Will need to walk barefooted and risk occasional leech attacks, or get a pair of boots. Totally swampy. Will need to bring special bags to prevent them from getting wet.

3) Abandoned house @ Punggol
An abandoned house thats rumoured to be haunted by resident spirits. Really old architecture thats located somewhere deserted in the middle of a grass plain in punggol. Will have to climb in cos its probably fenced up.

4) Abandoned house @ Botanics
Another abandoned old house that lies in the forested area. Full of brightly coloured poisonous spiders and quite a number of local scorpions. Will require hard footwear and lots of water. Again, rumoured to be haunted.

5) Singapore Zoo
The usual sights and sounds of the zoo. But in a new perspective.

6) Upp Pierce reservoir
Another reservoir that's near forested area. Full of insects and birds. :)

7) Kranji Wetland Reserve
Highly inaccessible by bus. I need to take mrt, then a bus, and walk thru abt 3.2km of forested area. Might need to pay to enter. ALot of swampy animals such as mudskippers. :)

8) Singapore birdpark
What else lies in store here?

9) East Coast Park
The beach and the sea. :) Ahhh. paradise.

All these will take about 3 weeks to shoot I guess. Finally.

But I will get my new stuff first before heading out to shoot these. :)

I'm really upset with something la. Its like. I really got scammed twice la. But my heart remains unchanged. haha. somehow.

visit www.flickr.com/photos/yeokaiwen for photos

Stuff to buy

2007-02-20T09:16:00.000+08:00

I WANT THESE:

1) The sinking Barge - $209

2) f1.8 50mm lens - $200

3) Spare Batt - $50

4) Laptop protection - $20

Total: $470

Savings to date: $300

Lydia rawks. oops. haha.

I WANT

2007-02-20T00:11:00.001+08:00

http://www.crumpler.com.sg/Cart/index.php?catId=22

OMG I WANT THIS. YES. I WANT.

CNY DAY 2

2007-02-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

My soul calls out for you.

I'm gonna get fat la, if i continue eating like a freak.

Stuff I've eaten today:

1) 20 cashew nuts
2) 2 packets of wintermelon tea
3) 8 course lunch
4) Fillet o fish student meal

Die die. I going gym tomoro to work it out sia. LOL. Why i suddenly so enthu leh? hehe. I'm motivated! :) hehe.

Today was okay lar. Visited more houses. ho ho. Family conflicts resulted in one of my aunts being kinda left out I think. Sad lar. Sibling fights at such an age. I dun wan to dabble in it. I've got my brother with me! :)

Took some pictures. Uncle tried to teach me photography. -_-" hes an artist. but somehow, technical terms did not ring a bell on him. oops.haha. :)

LYDIA ROCKS :)

CNY DAY 1

2007-02-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Yupps. Started the day at a columbarium. Went on to the Asian Civilisations museum to see antiques with my dad. okok lar. at least i can take pics in there! :) visited my grandfather and 2 uncle's ashes at Kovan area. After which i headed for my grandparent's houses. took some abstract shots which i posted on my flickr account. Spent the day at grandparent's house. lol.Visited my aunt as well. 12 families at my mum's side lo. haha. bian tai. my dad's side haven count it lo.

I ate the following today:

1) Burger King - One crossionwich chicken sausage burger, on packet of chips, one hot milo
2) Pizza Hut - 3 slices of hawaiian and bbq chicken pizza, 3 prawn tempuras, 3 calamari rings, one pepsi.
3) Nuts - 25 cashewnuts, ! white piece of dunno what
4) Assorted drinks - Crysanthymum tea packet, one vitasoy, one pepsi
5) Steamboat - Rice, crab meat, fish.

I'm so ashamed la. I have to jian fei liao. i need to maintain form. lol. :) perfection for the perfect.

CNY eve

2007-02-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

Reunion Dinner. My uncle put it across nicely. SOS - Same Old Shit.

Sad last. My dad's side is full of quarrels and unhappiness. Even puting tablecloth properly also need protractor to measure and some scoldings here and there. I shall not wash dirty linen on the blog, it dirties my blog. Anw, I rotted away at the house la till dinnertime. Ate abt 5 sweets while rotting away. I really got to watch what I eat sehh. Yuck. Sugary. Saccharine. Matthew will be going for the digital visual thingy at NYP this year. Joel going for interior design. Some people happy lar! See the nephew go to poly den in the mind think: yay. no more competition. Alot of cousin rivalry in this house. lol. not cos of the cousins. We're quite fine with each other. Its our parents who keep comparing our intellects. And when another cousin does better in something, the whole face will turn a shade of black. For example, when this particular aunt heard tt i was into photography and took pics for zaobao, her whole face turn black and u can actually see her storm out of the place. Please lor. I'm not tt multitalented as sum other people. Then some people will try to make use of me. Like yesterday at NH, some teacher wanted to ask me throw rubbish away for her when i was busy shooting. I'm already volunteering to shoot the stuff then still ask me throw rubbish away. tell me is that right or left. lol. Anways, CNy is just another occasion for me. Angbaos? Well, dunno lar. I'm not $ minded. Tho i want that $200 f1.8 lens, and a new bag, and a new camera body. But importantly, I just want to keep my figure this CNY. No snacks for me! grrr.

Tomoro going to crematorium there to pay respects to my expired relatives. I see no point cos they're in heaven, not in a jar, but nvm. And seeking blessings from them is a nono. Where got such rubbish. lol.

Anyway, whatever i've written here is my own opinion lar. read liao bushuang den click on the X on the top right hand corner of ur screen.

I'm gonna bring my camera i think. tmr. snap pics of crematorium jars perhaps? lol. they sure say cannot de. haha. anyways, see how lar. my cousins are nice! :) really. its the parents who have that attitude problems.

My birthday

2007-02-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

Its my 3rd birthday today.

15 FEB 2007

I'm new. Sorry. The old Kai Wen is now dead.

12 July 1989 - 15 Feb 2007

Rest in peace. No funeral will be held.

I'm taking over from now. :) Kai Wen redefined.

All thanks to that service, I cried and cried and cried till I totally lifted it up. And its gone liao. I'm new! :)

Everything is gonna change. I dun like the way the old kai wen did some stuff.

Love?

2007-02-15T09:47:00.000+08:00

http://photo-philosopher.blogspot.com/

wow. my lecturer sure is against true love. LOL. read his post on valentine's day.

"P.S: Oh!!! Btw, if you reverse the word LOVE, you get EVOL. Change the O to a I and you get EVIL!!!! So, love is just evil in disguise!!!!! Plus, if you just add a 'VE' at the end of the word and you get 'EVOLVE' - yes!!! Indeed, love does evolve over time - usually for the worst and hardly for the better!!! :) :) :)"

(Tan, 2007, para.7)

Gosh... He must have had a bad experience.

Going thru smses

2007-02-15T08:22:00.000+08:00

I keep every sms people send me, and sumtimes, when i go back and chnance upon a particular sms that brings back old memories, I will totally go abit dejavu-ish. lol. That's why i force myself to do a total delete sumtimes, to rid myself of my past. Yupp. Well yesterday was okay la. Like I said, I care more for other's happiness than myself. lala.

The 200 hearts goal was reached yesterday, and I gave away about 60 of those hearts. Those of you who received the heart, you're blessed! Not like the others who are heartless... lol... just kidding. Yupp. I guess that's about it. I did post some pictures of the hearts on my flickr account... Check it out when you're free k?

www.flickr.com/photos/yeokaiwen

Thanks to those who comforted me on my tagboard! :)
Namely Jess and CK... Appreciated. :)

I'm okay people! Yes I'm okay.

Agenda for today:
8am - School internet surfing
11am - Meet Xian Jie (Go library read read)
230pm - Badminton Competition @ JE (photoshoot)
430pm - SYD assignment (taiwan food photography)
730pm - Expo
930pm - Home Sweet Home

Folding hearts

2007-02-14T11:01:00.000+08:00

Click here for pic

I'm folding 200 hearts today. Why 200, you ask? The overflowing cup of love that I hold on to will be spilt onto many others this year. I plan to reach out to 200 people in 3 years. Lets see if it works out. :) I will be alone this valentine's. Alone with God. Forever.

today @ a glance

2007-02-13T21:08:00.000+08:00

In the end, I prayed and God guided me. I was supposed to go to the reservoir, but somehow I had the urge NOT to go... Something in my head told me not to go, and stay in NH for the time being till 7. And it turned out that it was VERY fortunate that I did not go to the reservoir. IT rained. VERY heavily. Imagine if i were halfway thru the 4.5km forest when it rained. I sure get wet de lor. My bag comes first, and I only have shelter for my bag. Summore the ground will not be cemented, and will be very muddy. It would have been hell, cos I wouldbe stuck in there like a fool. Totally wet and muddy. Plus my heavy bag. Thank you Lord. Oh and thank you Gary too. Without you, I will be quite a stupid idiot. lol.

And so, I spent the afternoon with Gary folding plastic hearts. For his class as punishment cos he tio punished by ms lim ps. :) I folded abt 45 in 40 mins. Okay la. Quite fun. haha. Den came the climax of the day, which i shant elaborate. :) Hmmm. Yar. But in the end it stil ended like tt...

Yupp. Went home with Gary and Jeannese (dunno how to spell her name) and Lydia. :)

Today @ a glance

2007-02-13T10:54:00.000+08:00

Holy is the Lord. Can you feel it? Holy is the Lord.

My only loved one ever will only be the Lord. My heart yearns for agape. My heart calls out for love. I don't want to be alone...

I've gone to many places this week. Spent at least $30 on travel. Alot of photos taken. Check out my flickr account. Hmmmm.

I wanted to go to macritchie treetop walk today alone. But will probably make a trip down to NH first. Then go to macritchie. Snap snap snap.

If only God were solid, den i can hold his hand and be with Him. And hug him.

Today:
9am - Internet surfing at NP
12pm - Lunch
1230pm - Shooting at Clementi Woods?
2pm - NH
3pm - Leave for reservoir
4pm - Pink trail - 9.5 km walk
6pm - Leave reservoir
7pm - Home sweet home.

If I go missing, click here to see the map. my body should be somewhere along the pink trail. :)

MAP HERE

Damn

2007-02-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

I'm damned.

Thank you Jess for today. I was alone all the way from 9am. Spent the morning doing up some websites and blogs. Afterwhich i went to Yishun to take photos. Yar alone. haha. Went to the reservoir which i found really pretty on the mrt. At Khatib. Only took very few photos there. But spetnt abt 45 mins stoning on a bench with my camera with me like some feako. Then I walked to Yishun park. which was under renovation i think. alot of walking today. Got stopped by a police car cos i looked like some pervert with a telescope shooting stuff near a block of flats. They took down my IC number and address. Scary sia. But yar, made new friends with the policeman. Told him tt its my hols. lol. When he heard 2 months, he gave me that "ARGH sian u so lucky" look. Later on I went to woodlands, where i met Jess. Shes so nice la. She knows i'm upset. At least pei-ed me for the rest of my day, especially after tt call I received. I totally broke down actually, lucky nobody saw. I know its hard. Sorry. Went back to macs where I had my strawberry sundae. Sweeten my life up u see. Jess tempted me with her fries to no avail. I almost xiasuayed myself at macs too la. lucky got jess otherwise i sure freak out there alone. She took me to the top of a multistorey carpark where I sat at the edge of the roof there with her. We chatted awhile. And soon i felt better. Thank you Jess. Went back to mrt after which, and i went home liao. I think i want to go to the ghost town to scream asap. Punggol, here i come. asap.

Pouring out

2007-02-12T09:06:00.000+08:00

Thw world resounds, as angels sing, our God reigns.
I give my all to you. I give my all to you.
I will arise and lay down this sacrifice.

From heaven's throne, your river flows to this land.

My life doesnt matter no more. I lift it all up. Let it be your will.

Alone with God

2007-02-11T18:37:00.000+08:00

I really wonder... Really.

This evening is quite a bad one for me la. Bombarded by questions on Revelations 19:8, with Jess kindly debating with me on whether the Lamb will have a wife. And of cos, I cant really concentrate much. I cant blog out my feelings here.

Blah.

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Why like tt! Why! WHY!

The overflowing cup of love the God has poured out for me. Overflowed. And its flooding my eyes with tears. Why must i always suffer under the bloody hands of emotions. I want to be unfeeling. I will never pick myself up again. Why must I be emo. Why cant I be elmo.

Pain

2007-02-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today was good. :) Went to vivo in the afternoon with my family. I CANT FIND a suitable bag for BOTH my camera and laptop. Sian. i want! But yar cant find any stylish bag that can do the job.

Received this weird looking package at my seat in the evening. It was a bottle of CIF. X.x. and a sponge. I was like, wth? so random. X.X

I had no idea that revelations did mention abt a bride of the Lamb. So exciting to learn more abt it... wow. amazing.

And yar. I guess thats abt it. haiz. my heart calls out to the Lord!

Moving on

2007-02-09T09:00:00.000+08:00

Okay. We shall see. What is the next step?

Designing a notebook cover for YF-ers. NO inspiration yet lehh! haha.

THE CASE FOR FAITH

2007-02-08T09:17:00.000+08:00

Finally completed the book the case for faith... Really found it a good read, and heres a quote: A Man rejects God neither because of intellectual demands nor because of the scarcity of evidence. A man rejects God because of a moral resistance that refuses to admit his need for God.

Today is a free and easy day. Stuff to do include taking photos, going to the gym and going out with T107. What should I shoot today? headache sia. Hmmmmm..... I really dunno. Will go out to randomly shoot bah.

The Lord has asked me to wait and slow down. I randomly flip a biblical material today and got a sign from the Lord. Again leh. That day also. He told me to wait. I shall wait and see what He's trying to tell me. I wun rush into things... Praise be to God! :)

For the Glory of the risen King.

:)

The last assignment

2007-02-07T19:03:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE TO VIEW THE SUBMISSION OF months of HARD WORK.

At last. At last. HOLIDAYS!~

Many thanks to my wonderful class of T102 (sem1) and T107 (sem2)... You've all been wonderful people. Despite the occasional quarrels, I believe it was not by chance that we were brought together! so I really want to take this opportunity to thank you guys. I still remember the first day of school, when we actually met each other in the LT for the very first time. I recall sitting between the two Alexises. Trying hard to differentiate the two of them. And I recall Sheereen making frens with me, and the famous Peggy talking ever so loudly. :) Of cos, one would definitely remember Sel, who left a lasting impression on me, a good one mind you. We worked together as many sides. There was the other side, and this side. I've always made a point that yar, neutrality is best, but u know, differences cant be helped. It actually moulds us. I don't care what differences we have amongst us. I only know one thing. We're a class. And we're in the same boat. And we are all unique creations of God. Therefore, let us work together in peace and harmony.

One more thing to note is that yar, I do have my weaknesses. I would like to sincerely apologise to those who got pissed off by my "kan cheong attitude". I know some of you were pissed. Cos I really pushed for a more efficient project. For example, the Bauhaus and Green Tea project. My wonderful team, consisting of Ira, Peggy, Melody and Sheereen. We rocked! Really love u guys. But of cos i extend my apologies for being so kan cheong. And of cos, my other project mates whom i worked with before. The debate team, despite some screwups, also made it for medisoc. The bottomline is, yar i know i'm kan cheong. so yepp. sorrie!

Here comes the personal thanks, not in any particular order:

Ryouko Miyahara
Thanks so much for being a great fren. Will always remember our locvideo production! Yar. And ur wonderful sound effects for radio. Enjoyed working with ya alot...

Sheng Xiang Airell Ang
Yo. Aspiring photographer! Jia you with ur camera! Rich kid. lol. Will always remember the way u talk and behave. Truly a unique guy.

Weiquan Brian Cheong
Oh. Potential teacher? lols. I like the way u present urself during speech! And the music mixes. rock on dude.

Valerie Chong
Valerie! A frenly person who i did not get to know better. DIn really get a chance to work with her, but ya. I think u're nice!

Chiou Huey Ee
HAHA. so sorry for pushing u at writcom essay. But thanks for all the effort put in! In the end, everything's over!

Shan Pei Michelle Gwee
Ohhh. I recall the time we chatted at the busstop near my house! U're jsut so frenly tt my hair all stand. lols... all the best k!

Hui Peng Selwyn Lee
AHA! :poetic ah beng" - somehow tt word came to mind. tho u're not an ah beng lar. i thiink in fact u're quite opposite!real nice to meet u and i will miss the good old days of having lesson with such a unique person! awwwww.

Kai Er Alexis Lee
Camerawoman! Better learn how to take better care of ur camera! so heartpain to see dust specs in ur cam can. lol. all the best with next sem...

Yun Xuan Melody Lio s
As her name suggests, shes a melodious person. lol. Very nice to work with and ya. LOVED green tea. haha.

Quan Rung Loo
I recall the times spent with u working on debate and stuff. Very defensive gal! VERY useful for debates! pro pro... Esp at issues class. :)

Adam Mohamed Salleh
FAST FOOD! REALLY enjoyed working with u for radio. so cooperative la! I LOVE YOU! :) aDAM good partner!

Min Fiona Poh
HAHA. I remember the time spent at ur house doing locvideo. Will miss the days... awwww... haiz.

Bao Jun Peggy Tan
The one who inspired my lame jokes. shes my shifu okay! lols. nice to work with, very talented gal. :)

Min Xian Tabitha Tan
Understanding personality. Quite caring. :) Like my cold jokes rite u? haha remember u falling head over heels over my cold jokes.

Ying Ying Ivy Tan
LOVed the good old times spent as the kiasu gang. lols... waffles! thanks for being such a great fren!

Su Lin Sheereen Teo
The study hard kid! She will soar to greater heights for sure... lol..

Yin Yin Teo
Pro blogskinner and psychology student. scary. haha. always wears a cold smile on her face... hehe

Chung Di Ya Vera
Cool kid. haha. very frenly and nice! will miss her smile.

Jia Hao Zhang
one of my closest frens in class. worked with him alot. he rocks! :)

Sahira Zulkifli
Aspiring DJ. I think shes two sided. old era and new era. :) i will miss her funny talk!

I will miss all of u T107 sem2. 2007.

Goodbye. Lets unite our hearts forever k. Please? :)

UP a new level of closeness

2007-02-07T09:24:00.000+08:00

Went for a prayer session yesterday. UP a new level of closeness with the Lord. UP UP UP! :)

Today is dedicated to the final touch-ups of the proposal essay. After handing it in tomoro, its PLAYTIME. (The essay hit 2000 words liao!)

Waiting for Jia Hao to come to my house... lala.

Expenditure

2007-02-06T09:36:00.000+08:00

Expenditure this week

Initial starting amount: $70

Travel: $20
Movie ticket: $6:50
Taxi fare: $2.50
Food: $3.90
Gym: $1.50
Total: $34.50

Supposed leftovers: $35.50
Currently left with: $22

That's odd. Where did the other $13 go? I lost count la!
Oi! Those who owe me $ better pay up! You know who you are!

I'm only left with $22 for the rest of the week! Sure cannot survive one.

Die die.

$2 for lunch everyday?
$2x 5 = $10

Still can save $12. Hais. No $$ liao.
No snacks or drinks. T.T

Confusion & Chaos

2007-02-06T08:56:00.000+08:00

A time of rising insecurities and uncertainty. How will I go by this time?

The proposal essay has to be complete by Thursday. Must finish it nicely!

I went to watch the show "Conversations with God" yesterday with Jensi and Lydia. It was quite a cheem type of show, which not many people will actually understand. There was a portion of which the lead kept visualising a child with his hands being held by this woman who was smiling ever so significantly. To me, that woman represented God, while the child represented us humans. By reaching out to the woman, we are actually reaching out for God's help. And as they were seated nicely opposite each other, with one end (our end) being icy and cold, and God's end being warm and green, just a small reach will bring us peace. God is always there with us, just that we totally ignore Him. God can easily have full control over us by saying the words, but he is so magnificent that he gives us free will to choose, and by doing so, created the best thing in the universe - love. WIll there be love without God? Will there be faith without God?

Jensi is such a unique person. Freaky in fact. lol.

The time has come. To test the faith of me. We shall see. I want to be brought up to a new level of closeness with the Lord. I will leave everything else that is unrighteous behind.

2007-02-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

i want to praise. the wonders of ur mighty love. :)

The last bits of the proposal essay. gonna be put together tomoro. finally its almost over.

Stuff at a glance

2007-02-05T09:30:00.000+08:00

I will not give in to emotions oh Lord. For I will follow ur will only. nothing else. Let my life be one that follows your will. By falling into temptation, I'm just paving way for disaster. I just want to be with you oh Lord. If it is meant to be, It will come to pass, but not now. Not yet.

Went to Chinatown yesterday... it was totally cramped up with disgusting people... SK and I were totally squashed up by the people... haha. After about an hour of shooting there, we headed to a quieter place. Punggol. A ghost town. IT was almost like a real ghost town.eeks. nothing much to shoot. but u can view my gallery here.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/yeokaiwen/

Enjoy!

OH I'm gona watch a movie today called "Conversations with God". I'm sure it will be nice! Cos my dear sis is watching it with me!

Agenda for today:

10am - Submit radio project!
1030am - Go run 2.4km at gym (yay!)
1200pm - Lunch
1230pm - Photo taking outdoors
230pm - Pick up sis for movie!

today @ a glance

2007-02-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

Had a fun day!:)

Hopped on the train towards JE, met up with SONNY and Lydia and Xinting. WE headed to JJC for the love fiesta thingo. so fun lar. Lydia so cute. She was like, calling sonny all the time. While xinting looked as if she wanted to mop the floor with her hair again. (oops) Then again, she loses to the new sec 1 gal whose hair touches the lower body. bian tai. dunno how they wash. Can put in washing machine ornot? MAybe can horr. haha. Anw, we went to the haunted house. Spent $6 to go in. Woah. damn ex rite. But nice lar. I wun be afraid of all these crap ghost. Even if real de, God will protect me. So yar, I wun scream unless u shock me by surprise. haha. Poor Lydia and Xinting got a shock of their lives at the disgusting crawling ghost. They totally freaked out la! After JJC we went ice skating. Lydia rocks sia. She really does. :)WE got our dear RV fren to get us complimetary tickets into the rink! THANKS ALOT!!! Yar then went home. :)Sonny is chio! haha. Be happy i complimented u k. And yar. Ice skating rawks.

That's all for today.

New Blogger

2007-02-01T08:18:00.000+08:00

WELCOME to my main blog. I finally reopened it for public viewing! :)

I finally switched to the new blogger. lols. :) Much more convenient I must say! I guess certain stuff are good when they're new! Without doubt, the peak of the semester is here!

Final assessed speeh tomoro... Its a persuasive one, and the lecturer's been telling me again and again that I'm TOO sweet in such speeches. I have to really speak up in a stern tone. Instead of always smiling. I guess I am already a TOO smiley person! LOL! Looks like i must go into bad mood tomoro in order to really shout at the class. lol. Cant smile summore. Ho hums!

Radio Info capsule. Final 3 hours to complete it today, otherwise sure late submission de. Must pray that it will turn out fine...

Proposal Essay. Had a meeting yesterday that lasted from 10am to 5pm. And we finished the bulk of the work, after some serious pushing and shoving. Hurray! Chiou huey, Jia Hao, THANKS. Now we're left with P5, which is the designing of the minimag cover. Should be no problem I think! I have yet to get ideas of what kind of photos to take for the topic "The different types of relationships"... Yar. Not easy.

After all that, I realise that alot of stuff clashes on Saturday.
Stuff I'm gonna be doing:
1) JJC Love Fiesta (9am onwards)
2) ICe skating (After JJC)
3) Potbless @ Ezra's function room (5pm onwards)
4) Photography outing with SYD to shoot CNY lights. (5pm onwards)
5) Church (4pm onwards)

Number 3,4,5 all clash. I need to choose liao. DARN.

I dun like it when stuff clashes.

Which to choose!

Okay. I havent been going to SYD outings. And the potbless is quite impt as I'm chairman. Then God also needs to come first.

HOW.

LOLs. We shall see. I shall toss a 3-sided coin.

Aiyah. We will see how it goes. Shant worry so much.

Jealousy is such an evil thing. I cant believe that all the praise that went out to sum1 made me feel uncomfortable. I mean, praise till tt person like God like tt. DIn like it. Plus these people started to compare photo quality of X with me. When they've NEVER seen any of my pics yet. (I've not posted the best pics be4; nobody has seen them) Once I post my best, wun everyone copy me? For example, the shot of the stadium. Emily happily copied tt angle of mine. LOL. Thus, the best will be kept for the last. So please. Wake up la. Theres a limit. The Lord will guide me. Go away Jealousy. That evil green meanie even came to ka jiao me thru the form of smses yesterday. I dun even know how i sucumbed. I that weak meh. LOLs.

Anyway, time to spend time with God. Seeya later kiddies! (hehe)

2007-01-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

Bleh. Some odd stuff happened today. I dunno what's wrong with me!

Oh and do read zaobaoNOW page 7! :)The article on JJC's Love fiesta!

WHAT"S WRONG WITH ME.

Update

2007-01-30T09:12:00.000+08:00

Still recovering. The many items that I possess bring back old memories. Time to leave them behind bah.

ARGH. Came across some stuff. I believe that Buddha is worshipped as a God, contrary to what I read on the blog. In fact, there are so many Gods in Buddhism. God of wealth, Monkey God, etc. Plus, some stuff on the evolution theory. The usual evolution stuff. I came from a worm! -_-" Personally, if there was a God, it would be scientific. Just tt we dun understand how things are run yet. If so, we ourselves will be God. duhh. :) The evolution theory is easily debunked by fossils found that date back to the time when humans were not supposed to exist. Okay I shall stop this cheemness here. Ask me on msn if you want to debate. I'm ready. :P

Did up my speech yesterday from 10am onwards. Met up with Jia Hao, finished up the necessary slides, then went on to IMM to purchase some materials. After which, we actually went to Bukit Batok to find a strainer for the demonstration. FOUND it by God's grace. $6.50 lehh! Also got this mini strainer from Daiso. $2... And of course a recycled paper bag $2. Later on in the day we got another piece of recycled paper for $2. Total burnout: $12.50. All becos of some assessed speech... Hope we do well! After getting materials we went to my house where we tried to make the paper ourselves. Quite messy and erm, rather inconvenient. But it was fun! :) *shreds newspapers*

Okay. We did enough work there. Hopped on the train and went to vivocity to catch a movie. "The last dance". Very cheem storyline. About an assassin who killed people , but had a conscience. Go watch it lar. But its NC16. Cos of the violence. Well I guess I had a nice time watching the movie while chomping on Burger King. lols. Yupp. After the movie we went for a snack at Food republic. Din eat anything. So late liao still eat, will get fat. lol. Anyways, we got this wonderful piece of recycled paper at Daiso. Good for speech!

Went on our way home! And yar I'm now in school typing this. The schedule for the rest of today?

TUESDAY
9am to 1030am - Random website surfing
1030am to 11am - Journey to Gym
11am to 12pm - Gym! :)
12pm to 130pm - Lunch!
130pm to 2pm - Journey back to school
2pm - Radio Meeting with Adam
6pm - Radio Room booking
8pm - End of School
9pm - GO HOME CHAT WITH LYDIA. :)
12am - Nitey Nite.

WEDNESDAY
9am to 10am - Random website surfing
10am to 12pm - Proposal Essay Meeting
12pm to 1245pm- Lunch
1245pm to 4pm - Proposal Essay Meeting
4pm to 5pm - Speech Meeting
5pm - Proceed to NHHS (After so long rite?)
515pm - Meet Ivy to pass her photos
530pm - ???

THURSDAY
9am to 12pm - Speech meeting
12pm to 1pm- Lunch
3pm to 6pm - Radio tutorial
630pm - ???

FRIDAY
8am - Speech Meeting
9am - FINAL ASSESSED SPEECH
10am onwards - FREEDOM (okay abit only)

What I have left:
1) Final Assessed Speech
2) Proposal Essay
3) Radio info capsule

HOLS HERE I COME! :) Whips out camera!

updated

2007-01-29T09:34:00.000+08:00

Feeling abit distant from the Lord. No idea why. Havent been able to draw closer lately... Well we shall not let myself go down the abyss of darkness right!

Things will get better!

I got an opportunity to go to Beijing for a production shoot in September this year. It will be a two week shoot, and only 2 photographers are involved. Me and Xianjie. :) It will probably cover one IS module, and I will get CCA points. So yar, you will get to see photos of the people's lives in Beijing. It will be the first time ever I get to go overseas without my parents... With my camera. However, my camera is not good enough for this trip. Either I get a new camera, or write a proposal to Nikon to sponsor us cameras. 3 frames per second is not god enough for sports... We are gonna cover the pre olympics also at Beijing. So yar, we would require a lot of equipment! Not just my slow 70-300mm lens! Hopefully all will turn out well and yar, I will get an experience of a lifetime.

Truly, God has allowed that to happen! But I will definitely miss my dear Singapore. And the people whom I still love so much on it, like my parents, loved ones like my sis Lydia, etc.

I guess its like that la. opportunities are provided by God, and I will lift up all praise to Him.

The semester is coming to an end.

2 months of holidays are here! I'm so excited can!

Time to go out to shoot more and more. Check out my new photo gallery:

Click here

Recently went out with SK to shoot nature... So fun lar. We went to the botanics to shoot ducks. :)

Check out my album for the pics.

Check out SK's pics too!

Click here

Well that's all!

I'm left with these:
- Final assessed speech
- Proposal Essay (1600words)
- Radio informational capsule

Then I'm free. I want my new lens. I want a new bag. :P

Stuff tt spoke to me

2007-01-26T23:32:00.000+08:00

6 Areas to be strong in in order to impact culture:

1) Spiritual
2) Practical
3) Relationship
4) Phyical
5) Finance
6) Emotional

If I were to rank them in importance, I think every one plays a part. Every thing is linked. If you are emotionally down, you might get affected physically and spiritually. And vice versa. Well. Came across several things that spoke to me.

Psalms 92:12-14 - Well this verse applied to me.
Perhaps its time to look and see if I'm on the right path. Its not what I want. I will go according to his will, not mine.

Encourage people. Well I slowed down my evangelism efforts recently because I was emotionally hit quite badly. And that leads to the emotional part of the message. Totally applied to me. "Be content with what you have" - Hebrews 13:5

In the end. It all boils down to the relationship with God. Don't you think so?

I was looking more at the evangelism side of the message, cos yar I really see the need to spread the very basics of christianity. Not just bringing people to church. Not just going on outings. Bring them to church, so what? It will only confuse them if you dun explain.

Updated

2007-01-25T08:36:00.000+08:00

There apparently is some misleading translations in the New King James version of the bible. After reading through an apologetic book written by many Lee Strobel, author of the case for Christ... The original Hebrew version and the NIV version is still more reliable. Which is rather shocking as many people use the NKJ version! From "Young men" in the original hebrew version, it became "young children" in the NKJ version. The NIV version says that it is "youths". Why is it important to note that such a small difference makes a BIG impact? The bear incident whereby the young men taunted Elisha and got mauled by two bears. They were called young children in the NJV version! This might mislead people to feel tt God is unmerciful...But in actual fact they were taunting Elisha and God!

Interesting. Apolgetics are nice to read.

Anyhow. Back to studies. 2 weeks to the HOLS. 2 months of hols. Cant wait. ICE SKATE! PHOTOGRAPHY! Here i come!
my shutter count hit abt 30k liao! LOL! That means i pressed the button 30k times liao... it might die at abt 40k... Den need to replace the mechanism...

stuff at a glance

2007-01-21T22:09:00.000+08:00

Its time to start afresh and take a lonely walk towards the new chapter that begins to unfold ahead of me. Armed with my camera and experience, I shall walk forward in faith. Would also like to thank my sisters, namely Lydia,Audrey, Ivy SKY, Wan Ting, Chean Fei,Siew Kiang, Xin Yi. All the support given is appreciated. Enough of the sad stuff. Moving on.

Vivocity event shooting yesterday. JJC was involved. NH was also involved. Quite okay la. those it was quite wet and noisy. JJ students are totally hyper sia. i take my hat off them... like possessed like tt... all of them... woah. after all tt i went home alone. No clique lar. Most of my frens are casual frens de. haha. the life of a photographer. Photos submitted to sph lerr. look out for this wednesday baomihua. :)

Well, tts abt it i guess. Kudos to my dear sister Lydia. She really rawks. Thank you so much...

Randomisation of the end.

2007-01-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

The pain of it all, is that nothing matters now. It was all planned out to be this way. I should have foreseen it. It lead to my revival in the Lord. Indirectly. And also led to my widening of social circles. And it led to where I am now. I was almost stopped by Cheri, but undeterred, I moved on with it. I learnt what was sacrifice. I learnt what was pain. And I learnt how to care. My weakness was evident. All my emotions were put into the pot, creating a wonderful melting pot of joy and love. The pot would go dry one day. And it finally did. Empty as it is now, it will not be filled ever again. Now I live to bring Him praise. There is noone else for me. None but Jesus. Crucified to set me free. Now I live to bring him praise. Thou there is grief, there will be compassion. His love ensures that we are not consumed. You shall be called: Almighty God. I really fall upon you oh Lord. Your name is higher. HIGHER. The dribbles down the cheeks are nothing. Tho they mean so much to me, its nothing compared to your love for me. And you will never forsake me. I will never forsake you either. I recommit myself to you oh Lord. You name is HIGHER. The dribbles will not stop. I had put in all I could. And it ended abruptly like this. I can only find comfort in the Lord. Was it my fault. Should I have listened to the warning from the start? If I did, all this would not have happened. Yet it was meant to be. The memories will always be in my heart. The pain cannot be helped. I wil suffer in silence. Forever. The harsh reality is unveiled. And the truth is brough upon the people like showers of molten silver. That's about it. I deleted 4 of my blogs.

The End

2007-01-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

Its over. Just like that thru msn. I shall find stregth in the Lord.

When you believe

2007-01-16T14:17:00.000+08:00

There can be miracles. When you believe. Though hope is frail. Its hard to kill. Who knows what miracles you can achieve. When you believe. Somehow you will. You will when you believe. And it always happen when you ask, and its easy to give in to your fears. There can be miracles when you believe.

Who knows what miracles you can achieve?

Somehow it will work out.

Current Location: School

Time: 2:26pm

What am I doing: Waiting for NH video to compress. Been waiting for an hour. Later going to compress more videos.

What I'm gonna do next: Submit homework, Go gym, meet Merrien.

Mood: neutral. quite bored. miss my camera.

Boring day sia. yawns.

The Great Commission

2007-01-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

XinTing.JingYing.Lilian.Wenya.Shirlyn.Gary.Ivy.SiewKiang. - Seeds planted.

EnXin.XueWei.Lydia. - Flowers blooming

I really thank the Lord for giving me the previledge to share with these people this year. Seeds were planted, flowers are blooming.

The prayers have not been in vain. Lydia was kindly brought back to the Lord after her church's Christmas Musical and prayers. Now she's such a strong child of God... Xue Wei changed totally from a depressed kid to a very cheerful person... EnXin, whom I met through a forum, got her faith renewed... XinTing got to know more about God and wants to know more... She will get to know Him better. I have faith in Him. He will touch her heart. Jingying was sadly not told the basics of Christianity despite going to a particular church for ages. Quite astonishing. But nevertheless she is willing to learn more about Him. Very touching... Will keep her in prayer. Lilian? Bringing her to Lydia's church this Saturday... God will touch her! Wenya... Havent talked to her in a while... Will tell her more stuff soons! :) Shirlyn. The person God used to revive me. God works in interesting ways. She will get to know Him more. I have faith. God will work in her. She will get touched by His amazing love. Gary. Despite being rough and abit violent. He will soon realise that all these are nothing. Compared to the love of God, all the stuff down here on Earth is nothing. Its hard to talk to him but I will keep praying for him... Guys have a different mindset you see. Ivy. My dear sister. Wants to know Him more. She will get touched by his love and I know its coming. Her salvation. Its coming. I'm so excited! Siew Kiang. Told her some stuff. Will tell her more. Really its something that I want to share. Its so nice and warm and cool. I will share His love with you people. His love overflows. Its not like some bf/gf relationship. Its everlasting love. Its agape.

Theres still one person I really want to bring to Him. But I lack the courage.

Schedule for the week

2007-01-12T20:13:00.000+08:00

http://h1.ripway.com/yeokaiwen/MicrosoftWord-Peakweekschedule.pdf

Click to download my schedule for this week, its a busy week for me... Totally... so please do not disturb me at those times... Thanks. haha... :)

Essay word count

2007-01-11T14:18:00.000+08:00

My total word count for the essay is 2493. Includes my outlines and references. Shiok la. lol. I lift it up in your hands oh Lord even as I submit it.

I will gladly show it to u if u ask it from me. haha. :)

Hmmm. Lydia rawks la. haha. YAY! haha. lalalalalalala.

Hmmmmm.

Thurs:

9am - Work on Assessed speech
12pm - Lunch
1pm - Socpsy tutorial
3pm - Radio tutorial
6pm - Home

HAND IN INFO ESSAY

Friday:

9am - Work on Socpsy journal
1pm - Written Communications Tutorial
4pm - Work on Assessed Speech
6pm - Meeting @ FMS Preview Theatre - Open house briefing
8pm - Home Sweet Home

Saturday:

9am - ?

12pm - Open House @ NP

1pm - ?

4pm - ?

Explanation

2007-01-10T08:57:00.000+08:00

Many of you are wondering. Eh? How come u lock all your blogs?

That's becos some guy apaprently saw the pics of the mrt stunts, and coped all of them MANUALLY and sent them to my school. Then I had to see the deputy director to clarify things. (cos tt person assumed tt the people in the pics were FMS students) ALL my lecturers saw my blog in this process. I was very traumatized. But if God is with me. Nobody can be against me. I LOVE GOD. ALL IS WELL.

All blogs will be locked for 2 weeks.

Password lock

2007-01-09T08:06:00.000+08:00

I will lock all blogs for a week or two. Till it dies down... I hate passwords... Though they keep me safe. But its very inconvenient for me as well.

What exactly happened? Read and try to find out. :)

Trouble brewing

2007-01-08T12:38:00.000+08:00

You are beside me. Even in this time of testing. I was called up by the deputy director of my school to meet her later at 2pm. I'm trembling you know. It cant be good. My lecturer refuses to tell me why I'm meeting her! Its like so scary. The wait for 2pm is HELL i tell u. I can only think of 2 reasons why she wants to see me. One - Theres some event and she wants me to cover it. Two - I kena plagarism. I think the 2nd reason is more feasible. Accidental plagarism perhaps. And that means I lose 20% of my total score. Bringing it down to 80% means its already a B. This is not happening... Its like some dream. Wake me up oh Lord. Calm the storm please... Reach out for me even as I sink... You're beside me... Please... I'm falling back on you...

I cannot afford to die like that! Will keep you guys posted on what happens later.

All I know is I find rest in you.

From NP website:

Note:

The following procedure applies across all modules that the student is studying.
If two or more students are involved in plagiarism, the penalty will apply to all students involved, regardless of who was the originator and who did the copying. Security of assignments is the students’ responsibility until the assignment is submitted to Turnitin though MeL. That is, theft of an assignment, or parts of an assignment, will not be considered as excuses for plagiarism.
In the case of group projects, the student responsible for the plagiarised portion will face the penalty. Where it is not clear who is responsible for the plagiarism, all group members will face the penalty. The group leader should ensure that no part of the submission has been plagiarised.
If it is determined that plagiarism has occurred, the following penalties will apply.

First Instance of Committing Plagiarism
The tutor will interview the student involved in the instance of plagiarism. If the tutor is not satisfied with the student’s explanation, and determines that plagiarism has occurred, the student will receive zero mark for the assignment. No resubmission of the assignment will be allowed.

BUT I HAVE NEVER COMMITED THIS BEFORE!!!!!

Second Instance of Committing Plagiarism
The case will be referred to the School (or Division) Disciplinary Committee, which will consider the case and may interview the student(s) involved. If it is a proven second case, the student will fail that module.

Third Instance of Committing Plagiarism
The case will be referred to the NP Disciplinary Committee for its deliberation. This may result in dismissal from the Polytechnic.

today @ a glance

2007-01-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

I am falling to my knees. I need you more today to breathe in me. My prayer is still the same…. My heart is calling out your name…Sweet anointing fills this place. I am found in your embrace…. Rain down on me… rain down on me… Here in your presence I am free… Pour out like rain… come touch me again… Lord let your presence fall on me…. I am longing just to say… You power and your majesty… Sweet anointing fills this place…. I am found in your embrace…. Rain down on me… Rain down on me…Here in your presence I am free… Ahhhh rain down on me oh Lord…. Here in your presence I am free…. Free from all the troubles and worries of the world…. Cry out to him! Sweet anointing fills this place…. Wash me over! Sweet anointing! Ahhhhhh…… You rule my life FATHER! ☺ Hooray…. YAY! What a crazy long post…. But truly, just turn to the Lord and He will provide! Rain down on me!

There are certain things that really crack me to pieces…. But the Lord glues me back together so easily! Praise him to the highest ya! I’m not Kai Wen without him! Tho I’m really cracked today… I’m sure I will get over it soon. The feeling sucks. I don’t want to end it all like this, I’m holding back… Things will get better…. Woah I’m really using high context communication in a collective culture! LOL! You won’t understand or comprehend cos its like, too verbose for your understanding! Too bad ya! What a random blog post! I’m HIGH! Basically I’m currently in Nan Hua High school typing this while waiting…. Waiting for what or who? I’ve got no idea…. You won’t find out here! Tired sia.

Went to school in the morning to finish off my essay reference list… After that I proceeded to church for worship practice… Scary! Hmmm…. ☺ Sing sing sing…. Reminds me of Sing Xuan. LOL. After all that I went ICE SKATING with T107… FUN! Finally some relaxation after the socpsy test…. Which was okay la… I love ice skating. Too bad the rink is too tiny. GRRR. At least they are FINALLY renovating that place. They earn alot of $ la! I spent like $17 today cos it was an individual ticket. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEGGY btw…. Nice snow! ☺ I learnt how to skate backwards too! Yay! And learnt how to skate one legged. Lol… fun sia! I was first on ice again today after resurfacing! Crazy me went ultra fast and skidded halfway… OOPS. And I went in circles uncontrollably on my skates. LOL. Din fall down though. I love ice skating! Too bad I still dun have the confidence to bring my SLR on ice. I will never dare to do that…

After ice skating I visited NH, and typed this. ☺

Oh I talked to Ruth online. Another wonderful child of God. ☺ YAY. Erm some things are gonna change. YES.

Randomness

2007-01-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

When a person sincerely goes forward to do something voluntarily, why is it so that he gets taken advantage of?
When a person sincerely loves another, why is it taken for granted?
When a person sincerely studies hard, why is it so that people mock?

It is indeed an interesting thing to consider.

In the very end. It still boils down to one thing. Humans. Sinners. I'm one too. But I've got the Lord. Tower of refuge and strength. I will never cease to love Him. Shout to the Lord!
With faith, the impossible becomes possible.
Everything is possible with God.

I will not be made use of by humans.
I will not be made use of by humans.
Shoo.
Let me marvel at what God has planned out.

Mountains bow down. The seas will roar. He wil return. And the unsaved, will diminish in a puff. Acknowledge your dad who loves you. Or He will disown you. Its simple. Its either light or darkness. Theres no grey area. Light cannot be yoked with darkness. The light will overcome darkness. They cannot be as one.

The above seems to be rather odd looking. Neverminds. :)

Madness

2007-01-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

Its so disappointing! Its indirectly sending the unsaved to hell la! With good intentions yet poor way of telling others. That's not the way of planting the seed! You don't go and insult others! That's not how evangelism is carried out! I'm so upset. The hearts of the unsaved closed up completely cos of the method you all used! Do u know how painful it is to see them going down to the lake of fire?

Today @ a glance

2006-12-26T16:32:00.000+08:00

Well the wet weather is truly a dull one!

Things to do:
1) Finish my phonetics journal
2) Study for socpsy test
3) 1400 word essay for writcom
4) IAC project

That chocolate bar is staring at me. Darn. i ate half of it.... Thanks to Lydia who kept influencing me... Darn... haha... so fattening.... AHHHHHHH..... but its sweet! DARN IT! ahhhhh.

Nvm.

Hmmmmm. THe end of the year is coming... I really wanna thank God for this great year!

1) Thanks for NDP 2006 - I made so many new and great frens
2) Thanks for W263 - Wonderful brothers and sisters in Christ...
3) Thanks for YF Camp! - A revival... truly a miraculous one...
4) Thanks for MCM T107! - I love them all...
5) Thanks for PJC first 3 mths... - I MISS 06A01!

Thanks for the memories in NH, tho I think I've overstayed my welcome there... haha. :P

Oh wells!

I thank GOd for the miracles in my life. So many!

Thank God for reviving my sister Lydia.

Thanks for all my wondreful Godsisters! Love them all!

And many thanks for the showers of love rained down from heaven.

I thank God for this whole year, using me as Head of Communications... And next year as I serve in a more important area, I pray for his grace to help me...

Hmmmm....

Yar thats abt it!

Chinatown

2006-12-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

I declare that Chinatown is a totally sucky place! I got dragged there today by my parents... Totally screwed up Christmas! I was like, oh mans. The smell of chinese herbs was enough to turn me off... So boring... All the old aunties and uncles were there... In 50 people, there were only about 4 youths! Thats how sucky it was! Gosh. How i wish i was elsewhere...

Dedication

2006-12-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

I wanna dedicate this post to my dear sister in Christ, Lydia. She is truly such an encouragement to me. Her growth in her walk with Christ has grown by leaps and bounds. Mind you shes only sec 1! Truly an enouragement... Age does not matter! Wow... Not only that! She sure has determination to do what God tells her to! Amen to that! I admit I do not possess such determination as I'm obstructed by my emotions.. haha. I LOVE MY SISTER! YAY! She rawks! I'm so proud of her!

Hmmm

2006-12-19T10:32:00.000+08:00

Nothing will be the same!

6 heads?
6 party talks?
6 heads of the beast?
Nuclear war heads?

Hmmmmm???

Where has Kai Wen gone to lately? Why hasnt he been blogging as fervently as before? Has the rain got into his head? IT remains a vague mystery....

Randomness

2006-12-15T09:28:00.000+08:00

All I know... Is I find rest in you.

The dream of the end.

2006-12-06T08:38:00.000+08:00

The smell of death was in the air, shimmering in the darkness. The sky was overcast and no light shone through the dark and gloomy clouds. Electricity cackled in the air as lightning struck. The people around me looked into the sky in trepidation, and started to scramble for shelter. As I proceeded along the roads, I noticed a tall and majestic looking building. It was shivering as the earth started to shake. Even the strong foundations of the skyscraper seemed fragile at that moment. It was indeed ironic, how difficult it is to build a tall tower, yet easy to bring it down. I shivered and headed for shelter. Another building nearby was shining ever so faintly, and I headed towards it with confidence. I entered the entrance of the strange building, and soon found myself heading up an escalator. Even as I was heading up the long escalator that led to a bright light above, I looked down, and saw what was happening outside. It was frightening. The grounds of the roads (It looked like Orchard Road, but was very unfamiliar.) were cracking up, and people were thrown into an abyss of fire. Blood and gore was everywhere, and the air was choking. The sky remained unmerciless, throwing down bolts of lightning and fire. I continued my journey up the escalator, and looked down once more. I saw another escalator that went in the opposite direction. Many people were on it, and most of them looked confident of where they are headed. The escalator, however, was headed downwards. I noticed weird stares from them as they gazed up to where I was. I ignored them and continued my journey up. Just then, a burst of light flooded my eyes. I saw the tall and majestic skyscraper that was shivering when I last saw it. Flames of golden fire was engulfing the building. Smoke was everywhere in the air. People were crying out in agony and pain. Ships were being brought aground. Another burst of light struck me, and I was suddenly found on board a ship. The ship was magnificent. Pure gold laced the sides of the vessel, and sparkling diamonds and jewels were part of the body. The ship began to set sail, and an announcement was made: Passengers, you will now witness the sinking of XXX as we sail across the ocean. Due to imperfect human memory, I cannot recall the name of that ship. The ship sailed swiftly across the waters and I saw the ship that was about to be sunk. It was bloody red and filled with people. The people whom I saw going down the escalator. MY mind went blank as I struggled to understand what was going on. Then, I saw 6 bombs. They went off, one by one, and the giantic red ship began to sink very quickly. The people on board that ship looked horrified and shocked. The ocean showed no mercy, and engulfed them in a gulp. The remains of the red ship leapt out at the ship I was on with anger. But the captain of the ship steered well, and brought its passengers to safety. Throughout the entire incident, I never lost my balance despite the shaking of the earth and seas.

I woke up from my dream, excited. It was a weird dream, but it seemed to speak of a tale. The day of the Lord is approaching.

I had this weird dream last night, and found it interesting to share it with my blog readers... The above is all but a desciption of what I saw in my dream. It reminds me of the book of revelations.

Today @ a glance.

2006-12-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling much better now... Praise the Lord. Still wondering how i fell ill... Must be the KFCs and Chicken Cutlets... IT was something that occurred out of a sudden... Perhaps stress also led to it... I'm still recovering, but I still have about 8 more antibiotic tablets to take... NO choice have to take all la... The irritating thing about bacteria. I really really hate the stuff. It reigns supreme over the top 10 list of hated food. Disgusting. I rather whack it to smittereens with my precious camera.

My bro got this new com... 256 MB RAM only... Testing my patience sia... Buay tahan. I'm a very impatient person... My com is 512 MB and I'm already quite upset with the speed (but of cos attributed to over 40GB taken up by pics...) His com is new but behaves as if theres 50GB of pics in it... Must get an upgrade...

Hmmmm. Many things to do this week. Camp on friday to sun. yepp.

cheers.

EEK

2006-12-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

OH NO. The reading says 38.3 degrees. OMG. OFF to the doctor.

An hour later...

39.7 degrees. I'm HOT. OH baby.

I got a 2 day MC. Doc tried to jab me but i refused. You dun shoot me. I m the one who's supposed to shoot you. With my camera of cos. And those disgusting multi-coloured pills... Littered over the table like delicious M&Ns... I'm sooooo gonna shoot them all. Expect pictures of my disgusting pills. SO disgusting. I HATE the YELLOW antibiotics. YUCK. (I dunno how to swallow large pills... I want to shoot them to smittereens. )

I HATE PILLS. Why cant he reward me with a tablet instead. Tablet PC. :)

Time for bed. Tomoro morning is another disgusting day. Pills.

bleagh

2006-12-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

I am ill... Sore throat - thanks to my poor memory... I went to eat KFC despite my slight sore throat. I forgot about it la. Then i have no idea where my running nose came from... I think it must be when i stepped into the Clementi Polyclinic to look for Brian... I never liked to step into clinics/hospitals... Germs flying everywhere.... Alamak la. I hate running noses! Why cant they just crawl instead?

PHEW

2006-12-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

Thank God... A piece of hair - I dunno where it came from landed on my CAMERA CCD!!!! I did an emergency blower job... Thank goodness the hair was blown away... And all the disgusting dust.... Ewwww. I hate dust. PHEW.
Okay in layman's terms, a hair went in to the camera, meaning all pics taken would have had the hair seen on it. PHEW.
Thank goodness i saved it....

Revamp of blog

2006-11-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

I dunno how I'm going to do it, but I'm going to revamp the whole of the entire evangelism blog run by me and Cheri... Will do it next week... It was a sudden inspiration...

Right Path

2006-11-29T11:14:00.000+08:00

I'm more sure than ever that i'm on the right path! (So confident eh? haha.) Praise e Lord...

Today @ a glance.

2006-11-29T08:35:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. Its just great to find an old lost friend like Cherrylene! :) So cool la. She remembers me but I don't remember her. That shows that a whole chunk of my pri school memories have been washed away... lol. Hmmmm. This week is going to be such a packed week. People keep asking me to go out, and I dun have the time to do so... As I've mentioned in my schedules, I cannot afford not to study... I will take breaks by phototaking whenever I'm free...Perhaps read a few non-fiction books... but window shopping? Going to town to shop? Definitely not my cup of tea. haha. I shall jiayous. The challenges ahead are quite great... It will soon pass off as history, not to worry... I'm never alone.... #muacks# to the Lord.

Another avenue slowly opening to me...

Madness

2006-11-27T16:08:00.000+08:00

Came across this crazy website tt claimed that the end of the world comes in 2008. Citing nonsensical facts about nuclear bombing of the United Nations and also some weird assumptions that the apocalpyse will take 400 days. What madness led this people to think this way?

No eye has seen no ear has heard what God has planned out for us all.

Woah. I met an old lost friend. I cant believe it. I dun even remember her anymore... Cherrylene. I dun remember her! But shes mey ex neighbour! since pri sch... woah...

The rising PEAK of the Semester.

2006-11-27T09:20:00.000+08:00

Work due this week:

Wednesday - Communication Issues 800-1000 word Essay
Thursday - Socpsy Quiz
Friday - Speech communication impromptu speech
Sat - Writcom test

Schedule:

Monday
8pm - Research for comm issues
9pm - Writcom Online Quiz
10pm - Study socpsy

Tuesday
9am - Proceed to Bukit Gombak
1030am - Proceed to Clementi
11am - Clementi
1105am - Lunch
1110am - 7pm - Shooting @ National Stadium
9pm - Home Sweet Home
930pm - Comm issues re-thinking
1030pm - Study for socpsy

Wednesday
10am - Socpsy studying
11am - Comm issues rethinking
1pm - Com issues
3pm - End of Comm issues
330pm - Study for socpsy quiz
8pm - Home Sweet Home
9pm - Study for socpsy quiz

Thursday
9am - Study for socpsy quiz
12pm - Socpsy tutorial
2pm - End of socpsy tutorial
3pm - Radio tutorial
6pm - End of tutorial
630pm - Proceed home.
730pm - Study for writcom test
930pm - Prepare for impromtu speech

Friday
9am - Speech communications
12pm - End of tutorial
1pm - Writcom tutorial
4pm - End of writcom tutorial
430pm - Study for writcom test
630pm - MRT station
10pm - Study for writcom test

Saturday
9am - Writcom Test
12pm - End of Writcom test
1pm - Leaders Training session
330pm - ??? Messed up ???

NOT a coincidence.

2006-11-26T17:42:00.000+08:00

Following the mad rush and stuff in my previous post, something hit me.
I've been getting too impatient and "gan cheong" when it comes to doing things. And thus God spoke to me.
"Wait with a great attitude. GO into neutral mode when u're tired. As you develop patience, you develop capacity. Persistance. Faith. Pray boldly." - Pastor Pringles. ( On Sat )
"Prayer is important in God's plans for other people. Moses was persistant in his prayers. Do not focus on what you want, but focus on God." - A bible reading I read from Exodus ( On Sun )
Its not a coincidence bah. Kai Wen, slow down. Dun kan cheong. LOL. Take things easy.

The calling has come. The faith will be tested. The self-conviction. Stay unswerving.

Today @ a glance.

2006-11-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

I'm so UPSET. The worse thing happened today.

It even has a twist at the end.

This morning was fine. Speech communications was great. Though I accidentally offended someone during sharing... I'm really sorry k! Din mean it... :( Writcom was okay la.

After Writcom i had 2 hours of freetime. I went to NH where i edited photos for that time. Passed the pics to Mr Chia, met a new friend... :) ERm But got held back by Mrs Lim Lye Sim, and that sparked off a whole chain of unfortunate events. The whole schedule got ruined.

My handphone ran out of batteries. Totally.

So i was totally uncontactable by anyone. I ran alll the way to Clementi Station. It was 630pm. I was late for the meeting at JE station. I arrived at 645pm. Nobody there. I panicked. Took a random bus, 334, in the hope that I can find Jeanie's house by grace of God. Travelled and got totally lost. I panicked. Took a taxi, circled the area. Still cant find her house. I got no directions, no phone and nothing. Ran out of money. I panicked. Decided to go home. It was 8pm.

When i got home, I realised that my HP charger was in my bag. It could have been solved easily if I had remembered that I shoved it in this morning. It was all my fault. I hate myself. HOw can I do this! I missed the whole thing just becos of my stupidity and foolishness to go to NH, and not realisin that i had my charger. The whole nite was screwed up. DARN IT.

Today @ a glance

2006-11-24T08:35:00.000+08:00

A total of 6835 pics in the photo blog.
A total of 2217 pics in the special photos blog.
A total of 491 posts in my main blog.
A total of 66 pics in my more photos blog.
A total of 64 posts in my profile blog.

Quite apparently, time has flown by like a dove on swift wings. It seems just like yesterday when I entered secondary school. And it seems just like 2 days ago when I first entered primary school. My primary school, Princess Elizabeth Primary. Most of the memories were destroyed when they demolished the building to renovate. And add in all the redundant fountains and decor. I guess the old memories would have to remain deep within me. My secondary school is where most of my fondest and horrid memories lie. Shall not elaborate on those here today.

I went to NH grad nite 2006 last nite. Impressive organising work done by the council. People were surprised to see me there. I was once again extra-ing myself... (Actually I was invited by the alumni to take pics there for the alumni website.) Somehow I felt more at ease with Yi Hui and Charm's team instead of the graduating parties. Did event coverage type of shots... I guess the lighting there really put a great challenge on me. Yup. Erm the highlight of the day was when a guy proposed to a gal who had absolutely no idea that he was going to do that in fron t of the whole cohhort. I stood there and tio shocked as he muttered sweet nothings to her... The people sitting around me, namely Mr Lam, Mr Phua, Mr Chia, Ms Wassan, Mrs Siew, Sze Pheng all had different reactions. Most of them smiled, but each smile told a different tale. Mr Lam gave a "Hmmmm. okay." type of smile. Mr Phua gave a "okay la let it be" type of smile. Mr Chia was bursting in peals of laughter and was smiling widely. Ms Wassan's smile, well I shant describe it here. As for me, after smiling for a while and shooting, I realised that this is a school event, so it wasnt very appropriate for such things to occur. After making the speech, the gal went up on stage where the both of them were presented with balloons. Throughout the thing, she was smiling. That's a good sign. :) All the best to them then. What a weird time to stead. Probably wun get to see each other very often should they go to different schools.
The council apparently lost several items during the event. Shirts, skirts, bras. I was like, who on earth would want to steal such things? This batch was not as enthu as my batch la. Not all of them danced madly... Not many people cried. But then again, I'm going to miss all of them.
So many memories. All preserved. IN words and pictures. If I lose all these, my life would be quite empty eh?
Okay. Time to go to school. :) I love NP Mass Communications. (Its NOT the study of computers or photography, in case you dunno.)

Today @ a glance

2006-11-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

Alexis Grung is EVIL. Shes eating nice yummy TUNA crackers in front of me when I'm not supposed to be eating. RAH.
LOL. The word itself makes me drool. But I must FOCUS on the gain, not the pain. :)
Hmmmm. Went to NH to see open house rehearsal this morning. Havent visited NHDS for ages. Havent danced for ages. Now having lessons at FMS block... lalalala. :)
The rest of the week is going to be quite hectic.

Work to do:
1) Print out Radio Christmas assignment - ASAP
2) Prepare unassessed speech - ASAP
3) Prepare Writcom formal outline for next week
4) Social Psychology Quiz - STUDY!!!
5) Prepare for impromtu speech

Thursday Schedule:
9am to 12pm - NP freetime
12pm - 2pm - Socpsy tutorial
3pm - 6pm - Radio tutorial
6pm - Proceed HOME

Friday Schedule:
9am - Speech Comm Tutorial
12pm - LUNCH
1pm - 4pm - Writcom tutorial
4pm - 615pm - Freetime
645pm - Proceed to Chinese Gardens MRT

Saturday Schedule:
9am - YF Camp Committee Meeting
11pm - NHHS Open House
2pm - FMSA meeting (CCA)
4pm - Proceed to attend to personal appointment
5pm onwards - Free & Easy

National Stadium

2006-11-22T08:52:00.000+08:00

Went to the national stadium yesterday. Had quite an adventure... The security wun let me n SK in till we got permission from the SSC (Singapore Sports Council), wasting about 15 mins of our time. The sky wasnt that marvelous la. But it was averagely okay for the photo taking. Take a look for urself at special photo blog... :)
Erm. Oh yar. Take note that i'm developing pics at $1 per 4R print and $2 per 6R print. Profits go to the Church building fund. :)

Today @ a glance

2006-11-20T09:30:00.000+08:00

Okay. Another boring Monday. I'm having the Monday blues sia. Quite depressed. OH wells.

Perhaps. Too many secrets have been told and retold.
Perhaps. Too many friends.
Perhaps. Too many gossips.
Perhaps. Just perhaps.

Erm. Just some random thoughts.

I miss the good old days of Secondary 1 and 2. I've had enough of this adult stress i face when i talk to people. I wanna be young again. I need some help here! Perhaps some green tea will make me young again. :P What's causing today's moody-ness? I have no idea myself... Too bad I don't have my camera, otherwise I will go to the National Stadium to take more depression shots of myself. Hehe. I shall look on the bright side. There's no school tomoro. What can I do to cheer myself up? Should I visit the NHDS chalet at East Coast tomoro?

I think my problem is, I'm trying to cater to too many people at once.Its hard to be myself.

Hmmm. I enjoyed myself the past few days. Refer to photo blog for pics... :)
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But then again, its just so comforting as I turn back to my first love. :)
I love you oh Lord. :)

Today @ a glance

2006-11-16T10:55:00.000+08:00

What is the best way to evangelise? Its really not that simple. Just then, a word popped in my head. "Prayer" was the word.
Its another day in school for me. :)

Once again, I just received a call asking me to help out with something. Am I being made use of? Yes! Equipment degeneration is NOT a small matter leh! All my equipment costs abt 2.5k in total! Who's gonna feed me!!! Rahhh. Using my savings to please others.

Detailed Schedule for the rest of the week

2006-11-15T09:04:00.000+08:00

I cant believe I'm falling into depression cos I dun have my camera with me. I miss shooting.
Heres the schedule of the week:

Wednesday:
945am - Bukit Gombak
1145am - Ngee Ann Poly Meeting with IAC grp
1pm - IAC tutorial
3pm - End of tutorial
315pm - Proceed to Bedok
6pm - Home Sweet Home

[Items needed - Laptop]

Thursday:
10am - Ngee Ann Poly Freetime
11am - Meet Socpsy grp for video editing
3pm - Radio Tutorial
6pm - Home Sweet Home

[Items needed - Laptop, Minidisk, Radio notes]

Friday:
9am - Ngee Ann Poly Freetime
1pm - Written Comunication Tutorial
4pm - End of lessons
415pm - Freetime
645pm - Chinese Gardens MRT control station
1045pm - Home Sweet Home

[Items needed - Laptop, Written Communication Notes and homework]

Saturday
9am - Proceed to VIVOcity.
10am - Reach VIVOcity
1015am - PHOTOSHOOT at MV Doulos
12pm - Lunch
1230pm - Proceed to National Stadium for photoshoot
3pm - UNKNOWN [Dunno what to do here yet]
4pm - Singapore Expo
7pm - Nite Photoshoot @ Expo
9pm - Take train back home
10pm - Home Sweet Home

[Items needed - Nikon D70s, SB800, Tripod, 18-70mm kit lens, 70-300 tele lens, Bible, Notebook, Pen]

Sunday
10am - YF publicity for camp
1010am - ???
12pm - Lunch
1pm - Camp committee Meeting (Tentative)
4pm - End of meeting
410pm- Home
445pm - Proceed to Yishun
530pm - Arrival @ Yishun
545pm - Meet Primary School Mates @ control station
6pm onwards - Catching up with people whom I've lost contact with for more than 4 years.

[Items needed - Bible, Notebook, pen, Nikon D70s, Tripod???, 18-70mm kit lens, SB800, Laptop, Laptop Connector]

Wow. I feel much better now that I've planned everything out. Surprises will be expected though. :)

The 14th of November.

2006-11-14T10:22:00.000+08:00

Remember Remember,
The fourteenth of November.
When troubles and trials can be seen,
As barriers that were long foreseen.
Perhaps its coincidence,
But is not an accident.
Time and tide will tell,
What unseen mysteries lie ahead
Yet all these truly boggles my head.
Remember remember,
The fourteenth of November.

A random poem by Kai Wen.

I woke up with a rather sore left eye. Hurts every time I blink. Its the same eye that has been twitching for the past week or two... Strange isnt it? I shall not atribute it to anything yet, but its the eye I need to use to look through my camera's viewfinder. Very important! :) Anyway, my health has been very good la, only this eye problem... Been twitching for some time... "The cause of minor eyelid twitching is unknown. A slight spasm of the lower eyelid or even both eyelids is common and of no concern." - says the health website. But it irritates me la. lol. Hope it stops....

Hmmm. I realise that I actually exceeded my 1000 sms limit... die liao la. I cant believe it happened.. I used to wow at others who exceeded 1000.... Now its me... oh dear. :(

The day has just begun. I'm sitting alone in the library waiting for 1pm. Then photoshoot and videoshoot for social psychology project. That's abt it.

The Paths.

2006-11-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. I knew that it was going to be a complicated path being cleared out for me. With much veracity, it is totally unclear to me now. What exactly is the path to take? Which way to go? Once again, God has just answered me. My itunes randomly chose a song for me. "One Way - Jesus". Wow. Amazing isnt it. :) I'm not making it up.
Anyway, the path I'm talking about is still unclear. Does it matter? I think it does. somehow. Its not for u, my dear reader to know. Sorry! :) 2 ways to go. The old path or the new? It will stir up, or maybe already has, some trouble if i take the new path full of thorns and thistles. But there's light at the end. The old path is boring and dry. Theres also light at the end though. Which one to choose? I cant choose both. Thats the cruel fact. Time will tell. Which way? One way. :)
I don't trust anyone but God. Don't tell me what to do. It will all be revealed in time. I hope. Before I get stuck in the middle of the split ends. So I've better not hope. It WILL be revealed. Yes! Amen.

Today @ a glance

2006-11-10T09:03:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! :) Doesnt that sound familiar my fellow blog readers! What a BORING DAY. I'm so bored. School is becoming a mundane routine... Theres no green tea project or whatsoever to boggle my mind... Thank goodness. But instead, I get totally disgusted, with much veracity, at the slacky times ahead. I'm seen wandering the desolate streets of Orchard Road. Fine. Orchard Road isnt desolate. But Anyway. What I mean is, the pure absence of any nice friends or close ones to chat with. Imagine myself alone at Orchard Road windowshopping alone? WOW. The quintessence of Orchard Road. Ho-hum.

Perhaps i miss the good old days of secondary school. Yet perhaps I miss the wonderful, glorious days of green tea. Or perhaps, I miss the hunky ziggy. Whatever the case is, it doesnt matter. My spirits have been low for 3 days... I've got no proper explanation to why my mood has been like that. Nvm. Really no explanation. Its as if something/someone/dunno what is missing in those 3 days. Ho-hum.

I'm going for a SYD (she ying dui) chalet tomorrow to Sunday evening. So you wun catch me online on Saturday nite. A special training session by our wonderful senior photographers. Yup.

Speech communications first assessed speech results:

Attention Grabbing: A
Verbal communication: B+
Non-Verbal communication: C (Unfortunately attributed to some fidgeting and lousy "afraid" posture)

Final Score: B

LEGEND
A+, A - EXCELLENT
B+, B - VERY GOOD
C+, C - GOOD
D+, D - PASS
F - FAIL

Thanks for reading thru alll these! :) Seeya guys soon!

Recent Events

2006-11-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

Some things that I've done/ am doing cannot be explained... I have the faith that it is the right thing... I'm being trained... For something that requires a greater faith. For something that demands more. I'm willing. It will come through as time unravels what has been planned out for me. It will be melliflous to the Lord. I'm not on the wrong track! I'm sure! Never felt this sure before... Was abit put down by some comments; the devil was unhappy with what I was doing... He wanted to discourage me... NO way! (I admit I was quite discouraged this morning when there was a technical fault with my video presentation, but using some knowledge of plugs and adapters, the problem was solved after about 3 mins. Still, I was quite upset... It was something that I've put in alot of effort in... The video was one that was made specially to promote the YF camp... A camp that I hope will change lives... The camp committee has been planning this for months... Now is the time for promotion of the camp...

Now is the time when heaven blends with earthly saints... I give my all to you. I give my all to you! Your river flows... to this land... And on this rock... Foundations lay... Here we stand.... I give my all to you... I give my all to you... Pouring out this treasure you gave... I wil arise and lay down this sacrifice...

I wanna grow! The foundations of my Christian life can be traced all the way back to me first baptism... I was so young back then... Din understand much... Thought that the water that was placed on my head was the baptism water... I recall myself looking up laconically and asking if there was a leak in the ceiling...

You must be thinking, Kai Wen has gone bonkers again, blogging so verbosely about his religion... But nevertheless, I'm not gonna boast abt relationship with God.. This post here has been made to show that I've been affected by the people around me very easily... It isnt a good thing... Too sensitive liao!

Certain things cannot be revealed here right now... In time, all of you will understand... Why I do certain things in a different manner than others! :) Why 2 of these instead of 1?

This post probably doesnt make much sense! But the knowledgable will get what I mean. With much candour, I need mental support...Not discouragement...

will definitely miss comm comm if i were to accept the calling...

2 days @ a glance

2006-10-31T22:15:00.000+08:00

Today was great! But I shall tell you all about 5th Sunday first!

After 3 weeks of planning by Shandy and me, plus our wonderful facilitators ( Alena, Joy, Marilyn, Ezra, Leanne, Gregory, Catherine) , our logistics Terrence and advisors Richard and Jonathan. The day had come!

I woke up at 7, went to macs to meet Ezra and Joy for breakfast. But unfortunately, Ezra overslept while Joy was late. Anyway, at 8am Joy and I proceeded to church to prepare for the final meeting of facilitators to settle any outstanding matters. The discussion was great, we were all set to go. Everyone proceeded to the sanctuary for service, then left halfway at 930am when the preacher was going through a very interesting story… Couldn’t bear to leave lor!
The facilitators left to tend their station while me and Shandy organized the people who were going into groups. And so the games began! Shandy, me and logistics went to get the birthday cake, den chiong to Bukit Batok Nature Reserve to set up equipment.
60 X 4 waterbombs were made, and with many colours!  Then we waited. Though it did rain at some of the stations, our final station was totally dry thanks to the Lord’s blessings.
They finally arrived and we all had lunch cautiously cos of the monkeys that appeared, and one of them wanted to snatch our papaya away.
The last group had to do a forfeit, that was to eat a papaya sprinkled generously with milo powder. AKA Papaya Dinosaur. They seemed to enjoy it leh!
We then had the classic birthday bash followed by worship led by Peter n Jonathan. Just together with nature, we sang. With sincerity. Just a single acoustic guitar.
Okay the above sentences are enough to make me fail written communication… SO many dependant clauses and phrases.
Anyhow, we played like mad people, throwing streaks of red, green and blue into the air… WHOOTS. Yepp. After all that we just had a debrief and went home!
It was w success I tell u!
Many thanks to those who helped to make it a success!

Today:
Went to NH to finish up photoshoot for GB and submit all the photos needed for the wall collage.
Den went to Orchard, met Hammy along the way, den went back to Bukit Batok. Had fellowship with Richard, Terence, Alena, Catherine, Shandy, Nick, Ezra. Went to Pastamania, ordered creamy chicken penne! OMG it was heavenly! Tho the garlic bread wasn’t too nice. My last piece was used for zhong ji mi ma, and they added a lot of funny stuff onto it… Shandy had to eat it! But she just managed a nibble.

“Its rude to sit down when you’re sweating!” – Alena Wan’s mantra
Cant help teasing her about it… Its just so cute! Lol.

We then went to Swensons for ice cream. Wow I m spending $ like nobody’s business…

Lunch at canteen - $2
Chicken Nuggets student’s meal - $4
Pasta - $6.90
Drinks and Garlic Bread – $2.50
Cookies n Cream Ice Cream - $3.30
TOTAL: $18.70

WOW. Spending so much on one day. I need to fast for tomoro liao.

Anw we had a lot of fun together today. I really love all of them. YF rawks!  This is the type of bonding we need I tell u! Really!

Today @ a glance

2006-10-29T22:49:00.000+08:00

WOW. Today was a faith stretching day.

Well of course, some people who are not supposed to be reading this is probably just happily reading this and trying to get some benefit out of it but unfortunately, this is just a simple desciptive blog entry. So shoo if you want to find something to gossip about. :)

Today was a test of faith. A test of trust.

Razo.Uncle John.Shandy.Joy.Nick.Ezra.Leanne.Alena.Joyce.Gregory.Catherine. Marilyn.Terrence.Richard.

Thank you so much all of you... Without you all, this event would not have been a success.

From a meeting at macs, Clementi, to the carrying out of this event...

Despite the disappointing number of people who turned up, putting me in a spot as I tried to group them up, I really want to thank God that I managed to make last minute changes to the plan that was on hand after 4 edits. We had 3 groups instead of 4, and the station games began.

Shandy, me and logistics went to buy the birthday cake... Okay this is SOOOOO gonna sound narrative. But anyways, we got the choc cake for $15, den moved off to the nature reserve to set up 60 X 5 number of waterbombs. Bandung, Blue Coral and Green Apple Waterbombs. :)

Many thanks to the waterbomb making master Terrence for his theory lesson on how to make waterbombs... haha. And so we were done after about an hour, and were all set! Then came the dreaded phone calls. It was raining at the other stations.... Wet weather plan was activated, games were held indoors... Thankfully it did not rain at the nature reserve... We had faith okay!

And so the food arrived shortly... 3 trays of endless sandwiches and hotdogs... All thanks to Shandy's mum and Auntie April I think. Ya. The grps slowly came in, and soon all of us had enough food to last us the afternoon... We den carried out the birthday bash for the October Babies... :) Wanted to smash cake actually but theres a part of me that always remind myself not to waste the glorious cream and chocolate.

Forfeit for the last team to arrive was: Either the guys tuo their shirt off OR everyone consume a papaya DINOSAUR FUZE. (Papaya cut on a NEW trash bag with a generous sprinkle of Milo Fuze)

And they chose the latter, which I was thankful for, otherwise we wun know what to do with the papaya. Perhaps Papaya's Captain's ball? Anyway, yar that's abt it for the forfeit.

Worship was okay though I was a little disappointed that some people were more interested in looking at little kids playing at the playground... Haha.

And finally, we had our mass games... Rainbows were cast into the air like flying streaks of saturation... The wonders of coloured water bombs! :)

Then Gabriel (newcomer) used his magician umbrella to keep dry... diao. I half expected him to use a deck of cards to swipe at the bombs tt fly at him, rendering them useless... :)

Certain interesting things happened but I shall have a small mouth and not blabber it out here. Tho it was really very interesting yet disturbing.

Anyway, the event was a success I think. Really really loved it...

Thank you oh Lord...

Comfortable Beanbags

2006-10-18T11:22:00.000+08:00

Now I know how comfortable beanbags are. Fell asleep for about an hour at the library after making my previous post... Was brought back to reality by the librarian who woke me up and asked me to wash up. Haha. Oops.

Today @ a glance

2006-10-18T09:26:00.000+08:00

What a boring day! School starts at 1pm and ends at 5pm... ho-hum. currently in the library slacking on a large comfy beanbag. I have this strange urge to pop downstairs at the atrium for a hot chocolate or perhaps lip-smacking chicken mayo sandwich. Or perhaps both. Irresistable. Haha.

Ho-hum. boring la.

Interdisciplinary studies are lessons that are carried out with other students from other courses. They simply love to leech on mass commers.. Esp projects. Most of the work will get done up by the mass commer who has to single handedly push the other members to work. Perhaps this is why people say mass commers are proud and arrogant? I'm not sure. Nvm.

Written communications does not involve narrative or descriptive type of essays. Instead. They teach expository. That kinda makes me a lil bit worried. HAHA. But nvm. English rawks.

What should I have for lunch... Hmmmm. What about dinner? Hmmmmm.

I'm so bored! Shall end my entry here. visit my photo blog for updates

Today @ a glance

2006-10-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

Hmmm. I stil have yet to change my main blog's skin! Nvm. Shall take my time to change it. Not many people seem to visit this main blog, though its the oldest blog in my collection. Been blogging since 2 years ago... Be sure to check out my archives, and you will realise how much I've changed over the years. You might even get hints of my personal secrets! haha. Kidding.
Been busy taking picsfor Nan Hua... I really wonder if the help is appreciated. My shutter life has approximately 10000 left before it may crash. This means that after about 10000 more presses, the shutter dies and needs to be replaced. That will cost about $300. But nvm. I shant worry. Its the shots that matter, not the equipment.
I've been saving up madly for the SB800 flash that costs $600. Is it worth it? OR should I just get the SB600 for $340. If I wanted the SB600, I would have easily gotten it with my current savings. Been saving up since February... Started with a meagre sum of $20.
I've been spending alot. Too much. I must save up already. No more lavish presents or such... No more neos unless its with nice nice people... Need to save.

Main Important Stuff I need to buy:
1) Flash unit - $600
2) Bluetooth dongle ( I spoilt mine by accident... ARGH.) - $20

Other wants:
3) D70s camera handgrip - $200+
4) Polariser - $20
5) Extra battery - $90
6) Ipod Nano/ Creative Mp3 - $400
7) Sunglasses! - $??
8) Nice cap! - $??

I will go out to earn the money I need. Cannot use my savings liao.

Now that school has reopened, its back to studies! :)

Studying these now:
1) Social Pschology
2) Speech Communication
3) Written Communication
4) Radio Productions
5) Interdisipplinary Studies

CCAs:
Photography and FMSS (Film & Media Studies Society)
Zao Bao She Ying Dui

People seem to come to me only when they need me... How nice? Its in my nature not to go against such people, so they take advantage of me.

Life at a glance

2006-10-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

There appears to be a problem with hello by picasa. I cannot post my pictures at all using the software... :( Oh wells.

Thursday:
Went to ice skate again... Read cheezer's blog for details...
Then photoshoot in the afternoon...

Friday:
Met up with Shandy aka Games i/c for the youth... We discussed stuff over at macs, Clementi, from 11am to about 1pm. This 5th Sunday on the month will be an event organised by us... Games, Worship and Praise. Location? Places around Bukit Batok. We decided to end off the games with a worship & Praise session at Bukit Batok Nature Reserve and finally blast off with a mass wet games thingy. Of cos, wet games means really wet games. WAHA!

More details will be released soon... But i promise tt it will be a fun event! Cos its not done just for fun. Its to glorify God! :)

I feel that God introduced me to CHC for a reason. Though I already have a church, BBPC. There must be a reason. So lets see how it goes.

Anyhow, we managed to get Ezra, Catherine, Nick and some others to help out as facilitators. GAMES!!!!! :)

Okay after the discussion I left for JP to buy very very improtant gifts! :)

Went back to Clementi. To Nan Hua. Photo taking session with NPCC, NCC, Softball, Netball. And some shots of SJAB. I cant post the pics cos of the problem with hello by picasa.

After all that, I was quite tired liao. Merrien told me that Shirlyn cant make it for cell at Jeanie's house... Rather disappointed but nvm. How to put it... Its like, I'm going partly so that Shirlyn wun feel out of place as the only person not from CHC. Haha. My main aim is to get Shirlyn to accept Christ. She's still unsure about it you see. Must pray for her and Clara. Yay Shirlyn is going for service tomoro. But I wun be joining them as I need to go to my own church. Haha. Perhaps next week dens... Might want to go every Sat for service at Expo den Sundays I can spend time in my church. More time with God mah. haha. See how. Anyway i agreed to go for cell with Merrien... :)

It was GREAT! Wow. Loved their cell grp! Started with an animal game thingy... Den I kept doing the butterfly move... HAHAHA. x.X A short worship session...Follwed by testimonial sharing... Den preaching by Jeanie... Ended with more worship n praise! WOOTS. NICE. Really enjoyed myself. Of cos what was most impt was tt it glorified God la. Haha.

Ended quite late... Parents not used to me going home so late... Haiz... Not too happy abt it. But nvm.

Was a very nice day! Tho i was tired out. haha.

TODAY:
Slacked thru the morning... Went to Safra mount faber in the afternoon... My brother bowled while i watched... haha. no mood to bowl. haha. Den went home liao lor. Fixed the photo blog problem... Apprently it had something to do with the tagboard...

Things to do:
- Blogskins (Kwok Hua and another one)
- Planning for 5th Sunday
- Photoshoot for NH
- Pass video to VAT (hardcopy)
- Get ready for school reopening
(at last??? but mondays and thursdays end at 6pm! NOOOOO.)

Okay that's abt it for now. :)

Today @ a glance

2006-10-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Went out with Jian Ting, Clara, Merrien today to catch the movie Stay Alive... The movie was kinda spoiled by the kids who were screaming as if it were a roller coaster ride... quite a nice show la... :P I shant spoil it. GO watch!

Met up with Gwendolyn after the show. Jeanie couldnt make it... Had to go pick up her bro at JE... Btw Jeanie is the cell grp leader of Merrien's cell. haha. Gwen had this piglet stuffed toy speaker. Erm the speakers were not very loud lar. Haha. Muffled by the cotton i suppose. Anw doesnt matter. haha.

We went window shopping... Saw lotsa nice clothes, bags, hats, caps... Din buy anything... Window shopping mahh. Haha. After all tt we went to take neos... Posted one of them on photo blog... haha.

It was getting late... So we went to mrt and got on outr wae home while I went to look for the mystery gift... Sorry Clara! Cant tell u wad it is... U will know in due time. :)

Cant find tt thing at Westmall... ARGH. How can it be. So difficult to find the most important *o** in the world?

Ate dinner alone at KFC.. Tried the new Cheeze Bandito. Quite okay la. But oops. fattening.alamak.

Yepp tts abt it for today. Going ice skating again tomoro. :P With Yi Hui the pro! :)